Love hurts

Every time I see you
I want to tell you
what I feel for you
But I can’t

Since I can’t
I still can in a poem
Maybe you’ll read it
Maybe you don’t think it is true

All I can tell you is
I am in love with you
Nothing’s going to change that
Not you and not anyone

Maybe that’s weak
But I am a human
Humans are weak
And I am okay with that

You seeing my messages
And not responding
Yeah it hurts me.
It really does.

But it’s not going
to stop my feelings
Nothing will, nothing can
And maybe I annoy you with that

I don’t care about that
I can stop annoying you
But I can’t stop
what I’m feeling for you

And I want you to know
If you need more time
Just tell me please
I can maybe slow my feelings down

But not stop them.
I guess I never will
Never could have done
Never could

So I guess what’s said
Is said. And I can’t change anything
What’s done is done. To be honest
I hope you’ll never read this one

This is just a little something for you all that are in love and are hurt because they can’t express their feelings. Just a little something. Bye and have a nice day or night or whatever.

Onyx

Dear Readers,
I really missed you all, but I didn’t have enough time to write reviews because there was much stuff going on. School and exams and family stuff. Just the usual. But now I am here and I have a small amount of time to write. I am really happy about that. Here’s a book I have read a long time ago but it doesn’t matter now. It’s the second book of the Lux-Series. If you don’t remember I wrote a review about the first book a long time ago.So let’s get started.

Now that Katy and Daemon have killed Baruk, the danger seems gone. But what’s still there is their creepy connection. Their hearts have the same beat. Everything seems good.Daemon is really trying to make her believe she loves him. Well and that’s what she does,but how could it be true that he loves her too. He tries to be the the caring nice boyfriend and even brings her stuff like roses to school. Not that she didn’t like that, she just doesn’t trust him that much. But Katy get’s ill and after that she’s acting very weird.She starts to move things without touching them. And there the logic stops. But maybe it’ll fade after sometime or maybe she imagined the whole stuff. The best moment for some normality in her life. There’s this new boy at school. He’s the typical surfer boy and appears totally normal. That’s what Katy needs. And although Daemon doesn’t seem very down with that idea she tries to get to know Blake. A normal boy. Then something happens again. She has to tell Daemon. But of course he’s freaking out about her not trusting him. After a normal dinner with Blake it turns out that he isn’t what he seems to be. A fight with an Arum shows that. Blake tells Daemon and Katy what he is. And reveals the fact that Katy isn’t a normal human anymore. She’s an alien-human hybrid. She has abilities that she can’t control. But what will happen if she can’t do that. Either she’ll expose all of them or she’ll get caught from the DOD. Blake, who’s also an alien-human hybrid, gives the idea of training Kat. Daemon isn’t so down with that idea. He doesn’t trust Blake. And that’s annoying the crap out of Katy. But he attends the training sessions till Blake throws a knife at her. That’s were he really is done with it. But Katy keeps doing it. She gets herself hurt for many times and has to lie about it every time when she’s with Daemon. He would no longer watch this. And then there’s the thing about Beth. Katy saw her in an Expedition. That can mean nothing good. Is Dawson still alive. Kat tells Daemon and that brings them together a bit more. And then Blake is acting weird. She starts some research and finds out something terrible. Something that that would mean that they are all in danger. What will happen next. Can she really find it out?How will she keep Daemon safe without hurting him?
That book really made me think I was going to have a heart attack it was so thrilling and it made me angry sometimes. Please read it. It’s such a good book. Let drop everything that you had to do and read that book. It’s really worth it. Please like and comment and I hope you’re all doing good wherever you live. Bye and have a nice evening or morning or whatever

Observing people in a small kiosk

Dear Readers,
I actually have time to write. Yeah I got time to write because I missed my train. Well and I thought of what to do. It came to my mind that I could just go into our kiosk and well observe the morning people and see what they do at that time. And I didn’t want to catch a cold outside. So it’s very interesting to see that. But right now there aren’t many people so I guess I’ll invent some people and make a little story out of it. Observing people is quite fun and it tells you much about human nature. So here we go. The first man that came in was a middle-aged man or maybe a bit older he bought his daily magazine which is with what he starts his day. I won’t say any names or anything because of two reasons. I have no idea what their names are and I want to stay anonymous. Now see him there’s a next one middle-aged too. He thinks he can find his luck in a jackpot. There a small probability but still he does this everyday. He believes in luck. A women came in middle-aged again. She bought a coffee, something to eat and cigarettes. She does that every time. She needs that.

Here we go again

Dear Readers,
I didn’t have much time to blog but I wanted to. Really. Well I hope you’re all doing well and that everything is as it should be. To my concern my concentration is getting worse. Well, I guess that’s normal sometimes. My life’s okay now and I guess I can take myself as I am. I have to admit that I couldn’t for a long time. And I told you all the time how it was important but I couldn’t. And I’ve come to realize that we have to admit and see our mistakes that we can see the good things too. If we don’t do that we have always some shadow not letting the good pages of our book of life feel real. Everyone has it’s flaws and crazy characteristics but that’s what makes life worth living. It would be so boring if we were all the same. I probably bore you with that but I just needed to get that out. Life’s good. We are here for a reason. And our homework is to figure out why. So I say please be nice with yourself and be nice to others. But mean it. Unless you just fake your feelings. And that hurts the other person. Yes it does. Someone very wise once said: “Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.” That’s a quote from Shakespeare. And it’s true. Like so many. That’s what I want you to do. Well I can’t change anything in the world, because I’m a small person in an infinite universe. I think it’s fascinating to look at the stars at night and think we’re so small. We’re nothing in this world but small, little human. But that’s okay. And I like it. Well, I try to be nice but sometimes I don’t happen to be. Well, that’s only natural. We are good. We are worth it. We are life. Well and everybody should love himself. But not that it’s arrogant. I hope I didn’t bore you with that. Bye and have a nice day or night or whatever. 🙂