Obsessed we are
With every little thing
Obsessed we are
With the thought
Of a long life
Obsessed she is
With the thought
That he is hers
Obsessed she is
With him and his voice
Obsessed he is
With no one but himself
Obsessed he is
With his beauty
And his world
Obsessed I am
I cannot let him go
Obsessed I am
The problem is
I can’t go with the flow.
Obsessed they are
With silver and with gold
Obsessed they are
With glory and with might
Obsessed it was
With nothing but real love
Obsessed it was
With peace and inner beauty
Thanks for reading. I know I haven’t been writing lately, but I thought I might just do it now. The title of this poem is taken from the Daily Post one word prompt. I hope you like it. And I hope you are all alright. Bye and have a nice day, night or whatever.
It’s been about a month that I haven’t written on here. And I’m not gonna say I’m sorry. I’m not. I hope you’re all right. There are Stories that make us overthink our lives and what we have. By reading some stories, we can finally see what live really is about and how lucky we are. We often take loving and caring parents for granted. People that love us unconditionally because of who we are to them. But that book made me realize that it’s not granted. The Problem with forever is sensitizing a certain subject that is still very common, sadly, to many people in this world. And yet it’s often hidden. But away from these thoughts of my messed up little mind to the book that really made me reread the last words over and over again.
Mallory “Mouse” Dodge is 17 and after four years of being home-schooled she wants to do her last year of High School at Lands High in Baltimore. Mallory has had a terrible past as a foster kid in a house where she learned that not making a sound was the best way to survive. In that house where she spent a decade in, she’s had a friend called Rider Stark who’s protected her all that time and took in abuse for when she was in trouble. They were best friends, only them against the world. He promised back then to keep her save forever. She was luckily adopted by the Rivases her loving and caring foster parents. Now she thought all the time she’d never see Rider again after they were split up. But the first person that sits next to her in speech class is, guess who, Rider. Well not the Rider of when they were twelve, but a hot, handsome, protecting and sexy version of it. Mallory can’t believe it neither can he. Problem is: 18-year old Rider has a mean girlfriend. Rider has changed on the outside. But in some ways he’s still the same. As in protecting Mouse whenever he thinks it’s needed. But Mouse has changed too. She’s learned to speak up. Even though it’s hard, a few words are a success. She doesn’t want Rider to protect her anymore. But he still protects her and blames himself for what happened the night they were split up. Soon Mallory realizes that she doesn’t have ‘Just friends’ feelings for Rider but really loves him. Mouse has always been scared that the past won’t ever leave her. That she’ll always be that girl that can’t speak up and can’t be in noisy places. That she’ll be this way forever. But while she’s making progress Riders world starts to fall apart. Will she speak up to those she loves? Will she be the one that picks him up this time? Rider’s got a nice foster home too, but he’s not adopted and he doesn’t really feel home. One fateful night one of his brothers gets in trouble and Rider does what he did then he protects he protects his brother Jayden. Will he succeed saving Jayden?
That book has showed me that live can be taken away so fast and that we shouldn’t take everything for granted because it’s not. What made me think was the relation to The Velveteen Rabbit. You probably know the story if not there will be soon a post about it. It’s about a rabbit that wants to be real. Which means it wants to be loved and cared about. That’s it’s biggest wish. In the book The Problem with forever there’s a relation between the characters and said rabbit because all these years Rider and Mallory wanted to be loved by someone when they weren’t. The last sentence made me think. Here it comes. ” Forever was simply a promise of more. Forever was a work in progress. And I couldn’t wait forever.”
And When I read this I thought it’s so true. There’s also one thing I learned reading this book. It’s all about trying in live. It’s not about failing or succeeding. It’s about trying. Because it doesn’t matter if you fail. It just matters that you try. And what’s also something important to know in live is that you have a choice whether you believe in what people think or if you do your own thing. You don’t have to feel embarrassed, for example, when you give a presentation in speech class. It’s only embarrassing when you let it be embarrassing. Alright this was a long post for an awesome book. Just read it. You won’t regret it. Thank you for reading this. This book just made me realise how lucky I am. I hope you guys enjoyed this and it somehow brought the message in. Have a nice day or night or whatever.
Here’s something I’ve been trying out lately. Well it was actually yesterday but I like the word lately. That’s why. So this something is some kind of a poem that isn’t a poem and that doesn’t have nothing such as structure. But there are things that return in it. And they are important. Well at least to me. Just that you know it’s neither me nor any person I know. If there are through any coincidences people that have some similarities it’s important to know that this is out of fantasy and that it may not turn out how it turns out for her in the end. So here we go with my not poem:
“Hey, she said many times. Hey she said and wanted it to be different.
Hey she said and tried to do things that could convince him. But then she realised it wasn’t what she should say. And she tried the thing she should’ve. She said it. She said Goodbye. Goodbye she said when things went south. Goodbye she said when she saw her life doing crazy things. Goodbye she said to him. Goodbye she said to the love she had for him. Goodbye she said. I’m dying she said when she felt the pain that was tearing her up from the inside. I’m dying she said when she came to the point where she knew that it would never be like it had been. I’m dying she said when she laid down on her bed at night and she was thinking about him. I’m dying she said when she felt the pain that still reminded her of the time she was happy. I’m dying she said when she laughed and laughed because her friends had told her a joke. I’m alive she said when she woke up and felt happy. I’m alive she said when she had moved on and had realised that some people just weren’t meant to be together. I’m alive she said and that was why she was happy. I’m alive she said when finally summer came and she was out with her friends. I’m alive she said when she listened to music that made her happy. I’m alive she said because she loved life and it knew. She smiled at the sun. She smiled at her mom. She smiled at her friends. She smiled at herself. And she was happy because she knew.”
That’s it. I hope you liked it. And I’d be honoured if you’d commented. You guys are just awesome. And if anyone has gone through a break up lately or going through it right now please know you are wonderful people. And you are worth it. It sure hurts as hell. And it takes time. Take that time. Only so you can heal fully. Suffer from the pain it brings to you. But don’t let it rip you apart. It really will hurt. And you will have days were you want to die. But remember always you’re worth it. You’re worth fighting for but that other person didn’t. So let that person go. It hurts like hell. And I myself haven’t gotten over it yet. There will be the person that will love you for you are and that person will love you with all their heart. That person won’t let you go and won’t stop fighting for you. That person will see your inner beauty. And that person will never take you for granted. Because no one should take you for granted. You’re not. And everyone that doesn’t see this isn’t worth it. I’m sorry for such a post. But I just needed to get it out. And crying is nothing to be ashamed of. It’s alright. But one day you’ll wake up and feel free and happy. You will be happy again.
Bye and have a nice day or night or whatever.
Yay I have holidays. I have been longing to write that post. I just didn’t get on it. So the first post I’ll do these holidays will be about, guess what. If you don’t mind I tell you now. About books. Yes that was a very difficult question I know. But you’ll get rewarded. With a review about the 4th book of the Luxen Series. And by the time I guess you know that Daemon is awesome. But this book isn’t about that.
I was so thrilled by the end of the third book and I was like. Help me I’m gonna die. So I was very excited about that book. And you don’t know me when I’m very excited. I read it in a bunch of days and almost couldn’t let it down. I actually read it at school in lunch breaks. Katy has been taken away from Daedalus. When she wakes up, everything is burning. Her whole body is drenched in pain. Katy can’t believe what happened. But at least Daemon hasn’t get caught. She doesn’t even know where she is. And the freaking part is that she is in Area 51. They tell her things that she can’t know if they are true or if they are just lies to keep her quiet. Even though there is a guy called Archer that seems to really get how she is feeling he doesn’t show if he can be trusted. And if that wouldn’t be enough there is always something worse. The first one she sees when she wakes up in her cell is Blake. She’s almost freaking out. But who wouldn’t. There is something different. Daemon tells what he’s feeling because they’re away from each other. It’s the worst time for Daemon. Kat has been caught. And that wasn’t the plan. He even blows up a whole room filled with onyx in the community and stands up against his own kind. He will burn the world down to save her. He’ll do whatever has to be done to free her. And that even means leaving his family behind for a non-given time being. Now he understands Dawson. He feels exactly the same thing that Dawson has felt. It’s eating him away. While Daemon is doing whatever he can do, Kat is being forced to fight against hybrids that Daedalus knows what she is capable of. She doesn’t really do it, until they bring Blake in. Daemon doesn’t know any of this. He gets himself caught on purpose and get’s pissed off with onyx everyday from now on. Will he get to see Katy? Nancy Husher at promised. But was there a time where she could be trusted? Very unlikely. Would he make her keep it? Hell yeah. Katy gets injured all the time. She misses Daemon. Every day Daedalus shows her new things of truth. Then Daemon is brought in. Although she is concerned why he’s there she needed him. What no one of, both Katy and Daemon, knows is the fact that there is another species created by Luxen and hybrids. Will they destroy the world? Is Daedalus not the bad guys? Who can be trusted? And who is Archer, the special guy? So many Questions that will be answered if you read the book.
I really found the feelings and thoughts of Daemon very interesting. It was a change, but a good one. You can see how strong his feelings are.
Please read that book. It is really worth it. I almost didn’t get that post done because I couldn’t find the right words.It’s just so good. Drop all the work you had to get done and read that book. I hope you are all good. Please Enjoy that book. It’s worth being read and being honored. I guess. Bye and have a nice day evening or whatever time it is where you live right now.
I know I haven’t written much lately but I had much school stuff going on. I wish I could write more but at the moment it’s not something I can do. I really have to get better. And I am scared that my teachers will tell me that I am not good enough. Well, let’s not talk about that. Let’s talk about the third book in the Luxen Series. If you don’t remember the second one is Onyx.
Now that Blake has revealed the fact that he’s a total betrayer and works for the DOD Katy and Daemon with crew are in danger more than before. And the Dawson that came back isn’t the same as before. He barely talks and almost doesn’t eat anything. But who can blame him. No one except himself knows what has happened with him the time he was with Daedalus. And it’s getting more and more difficult to keep him save because he wants to get Bethany out of their hands. What really doesn’t help to make the situation better is a perfectly feeling, living and damn Blake that walks back into Biology as if nothing has happened. Pretending that Adam isn’t dead because of him. And now he’s blackmailing Kat Daemon and the crew. He’s back. And forces them to trust him because if not he’ll let Nancy Husher know. And report everything. What’s even more suspicious is that the DOD hasn’t checked on them for a quite a while now. Blake has a Deal that could help them get Beth out. But do they have a chance? Not really. The problem is that Will hasn’t phoned Kats mom yet. So no one knows if the mutation held. Now they at least try to get into Mount Weather, what they don’t know I’d that there are Onyx Shields everywhere with Onyx in gas form. Can they manage to get in a second time? For Dawson? Is it even possible to get immune to Onyx? So many Questions that they can’t answer. And something is weird about that Luc kid that helped them to get in. Well if that would be the only Problems. Can Dee ever forgive Katy about Adams Death? What if not? Kat’s feeling guilty about him. But she didn’t kill him, didn’t she? Dee won’t believe her. So many Problems and so few hours for Kat and Daemon alone. Almost no Kitten time. What about them?
Please read that book. It’s so totally worth it. Let everything what was in your mind drop and read that book. I want you to understand. Forget about everything that you had to do and read it. It won’t disappoint you. I couldn’t believe it in the end. So let yourself get captured in the prison of words and feel what Kat feels. What Daemon pretends to be like but you guys know as much as I do that he’s a good boy. And don’t let me down on this please, I am desperate that you get it.
Bye and have a nice day or evening or whatever
PS: I missed you guys all. Just that you know. I am so thankful to all of you.
I really missed you all, but I didn’t have enough time to write reviews because there was much stuff going on. School and exams and family stuff. Just the usual. But now I am here and I have a small amount of time to write. I am really happy about that. Here’s a book I have read a long time ago but it doesn’t matter now. It’s the second book of the Lux-Series. If you don’t remember I wrote a review about the first book a long time ago.So let’s get started.
Now that Katy and Daemon have killed Baruk, the danger seems gone. But what’s still there is their creepy connection. Their hearts have the same beat. Everything seems good.Daemon is really trying to make her believe she loves him. Well and that’s what she does,but how could it be true that he loves her too. He tries to be the the caring nice boyfriend and even brings her stuff like roses to school. Not that she didn’t like that, she just doesn’t trust him that much. But Katy get’s ill and after that she’s acting very weird.She starts to move things without touching them. And there the logic stops. But maybe it’ll fade after sometime or maybe she imagined the whole stuff. The best moment for some normality in her life. There’s this new boy at school. He’s the typical surfer boy and appears totally normal. That’s what Katy needs. And although Daemon doesn’t seem very down with that idea she tries to get to know Blake. A normal boy. Then something happens again. She has to tell Daemon. But of course he’s freaking out about her not trusting him. After a normal dinner with Blake it turns out that he isn’t what he seems to be. A fight with an Arum shows that. Blake tells Daemon and Katy what he is. And reveals the fact that Katy isn’t a normal human anymore. She’s an alien-human hybrid. She has abilities that she can’t control. But what will happen if she can’t do that. Either she’ll expose all of them or she’ll get caught from the DOD. Blake, who’s also an alien-human hybrid, gives the idea of training Kat. Daemon isn’t so down with that idea. He doesn’t trust Blake. And that’s annoying the crap out of Katy. But he attends the training sessions till Blake throws a knife at her. That’s were he really is done with it. But Katy keeps doing it. She gets herself hurt for many times and has to lie about it every time when she’s with Daemon. He would no longer watch this. And then there’s the thing about Beth. Katy saw her in an Expedition. That can mean nothing good. Is Dawson still alive. Kat tells Daemon and that brings them together a bit more. And then Blake is acting weird. She starts some research and finds out something terrible. Something that that would mean that they are all in danger. What will happen next. Can she really find it out?How will she keep Daemon safe without hurting him?
That book really made me think I was going to have a heart attack it was so thrilling and it made me angry sometimes. Please read it. It’s such a good book. Let drop everything that you had to do and read that book. It’s really worth it. Please like and comment and I hope you’re all doing good wherever you live. Bye and have a nice evening or morning or whatever
As you may have noticed I don’t write in here as much as I want to, but I really don’t have enough time. So I’ll write whenever I have time to write and whenever I want to. But if I don’t write much I’ll try to make’em good. So let’s see and enjoy.
The Perks of being a Wallflower is a non-fiction novel by Stephen Chbosky. It’s about Charlie who’s shy and very introvert. The last year of middle School his best friend killed himself. After that Charlie got mad and everyone avoided him because he was acting crazy. So he’s pretty nervous about starting High School. He’s a very good student and he loves books. At first he’s having a hard time making friends and Stuff, but the first time he goes to a football match he meets Sam and Patrick who are step-siblings. The first time he sees Sam he’s fascinated. They become friends very quickly and they even take him to a party after the game. From now on Charlie has friends he can count on, not looking to the fact that they are seniors and he’s only a freshmen. With them Charlie has got the opportunity to start life. He get’s drunk for the first time, starts smoking and has his first relationship with a girl he doesn’t even love. All of his life he’s been watching people living their lives, but now it’s time to see the world from the Dancefloor and not always sitting by the wall. He has good experiences and bad ones. All of the time his friends are there for him and vice versa. The best thing are the tunnels in which they drive as fast as they can and stand up in the truck. These are the moments when he feels infinite. But he has a dark and sad secret that’s eating him away because he can’t tell anybody. But he’d been avoiding those feelings as good as he could. Now it’s getting harder and harder to keep the feelings away. Now, his friends can’t help him, can’t they?! But anyway in summer they will be leaving all to other colleges and he won’t see them anymore. But he still has someone to tell everything. He writes letters to a friend of which you don’t know if he even exists. Will he be able to tell someone? What will happen? This book really made me realise that everyone is special and that we don’t have the power to choose where we come from but, we can still choose where we go from there. I think this is important because if we don’t feel good about our past we still get the chance to go where we want in the future. And that it doesn’t help to say, others have it a lot worse because it doesn’t change what we’re feeling and what we’re going trough. This is the point. And The Perks of being a Wallflower really is a good book that I recommend you to read. I tell you that this is what shows us different things and helps us in many ways. We could use it as a reflection where we look what we feel/felt when we are/were in High School for the first time. And when we were 16 about to turn 17. The Perks of being a Wallflower shows you that there are people who do have sad stories but also that you, like I said before, shouldn’t say that others have it a lot worse because it doesn’t change your feelings. This is important to know. And that if you feel very deeply sad you should talk to someone. Be aware of your feelings. Because if you aren’t it can be very unhealthy. So this book has so much happiness, sadness, love and friendship in it and it makes you think. This book is life. Read the book and think. And very important, let your thoughts go where they want to. Read and live. I hope you’re all doing well. Bye and have a nice day or night or whatever time it is where you live.
P.S. It has a movie too. And the Director and writer is Stephen Chbosky.