The Perks of being a Wallflower

Dear Readers,
As you may have noticed I don’t write in here as much as I want to, but I really don’t have enough time. So I’ll write whenever I have time to write and whenever I want to. But if I don’t write much I’ll try to make’em good. So let’s see and enjoy.

The Perks of being a Wallflower is a non-fiction novel by Stephen Chbosky. It’s about Charlie who’s shy and very introvert. The last year of middle School his best friend killed himself. After that Charlie got mad and everyone avoided him because he was acting crazy. So he’s pretty nervous about starting High School. He’s a very good student and he loves books. At first he’s having a hard time making friends and Stuff, but the first time he goes to a football match he meets Sam and Patrick who are step-siblings. The first time he sees Sam he’s fascinated. They become friends very quickly and they even take him to a party after the game. From now on Charlie has friends he can count on, not looking to the fact that they are seniors and he’s only a freshmen. With them Charlie has got the opportunity to start life. He get’s drunk for the first time, starts smoking and has his first relationship with a girl he doesn’t even love. All of his life he’s been watching people living their lives, but now it’s time to see the world from the Dancefloor and not always sitting by the wall. He has good experiences and bad ones. All of the time his friends are there for him and vice versa. The best thing are the tunnels in which they drive as fast as they can and stand up in the truck. These are the moments when he feels infinite. But he has a dark and sad secret that’s eating him away because he can’t tell anybody. But he’d been avoiding those feelings as good as he could. Now it’s getting harder and harder to keep the feelings away. Now, his friends can’t help him, can’t they?! But anyway in summer they will be leaving all to other colleges and he won’t see them anymore. But he still has someone to tell everything. He writes letters to a friend of which you don’t know if he even exists. Will he be able to tell someone? What will happen? This book really made me realise that everyone is special and that we don’t have the power to choose where we come from but, we can still choose where we go from there. I think this is important because if we don’t feel good about our past we still get the chance to go where we want in the future. And that it doesn’t help to say, others have it a lot worse because it doesn’t change what we’re feeling and what we’re going trough. This is the point. And The Perks of being a Wallflower really is a good book that I recommend you to read. I tell you that this is what shows us different things and helps us in many ways. We could use it as a reflection where we look what we feel/felt when we are/were in High School for the first time. And when we were 16 about to turn 17. The Perks of being a Wallflower shows you that there are people who do have sad stories but also that you, like I said before, shouldn’t say that others have it a lot worse because it doesn’t change your feelings. This is important to know. And that if you feel very deeply sad you should talk to someone. Be aware of your feelings. Because if you aren’t it can be very unhealthy. So this book has so much happiness, sadness, love and friendship in it and it makes you think. This book is life. Read the book and think. And very important, let your thoughts go where they want to. Read and live. I hope you’re all doing well. Bye and have a nice day or night or whatever time it is where you live.

P.S. It has a movie too. And the Director and writer is Stephen Chbosky.


Life and stuff

Dear Readers,
I want to make my blog more personal. I think it has to be a good thing but I don’t know, yet. Yay I finally have time to write in here. And so I’ll start.
I’m so happy to have weekend. A time to relax when everyone should be sleeping and not doing much stuff. Or that’s what we’re supposed to do. Instead we can study for exams. It’s really relaxing. Fair enough. But it’s not. No it isn’t relaxing in any way. But it’s alright. And I just have to put my things together and just do what I have to do. But I have my books so I have time to give me a break. I need to. At the moment I’m totally stressed out. And I start crying because of small things. And I get angry some time. And this is really freaking me out. I just have to calm down and relax. It’s just difficult sometimes. I don’t know, but I hope it gets better. It’s just so much going on right now and we’re gonna move out from our apartment in a few months. And the new husband of my mom is great but my mom has problems with his Children right now. They’re alright. And I’m happy that my mom found one who will make her happy for the rest of her life. I have just difficulties with changes. And I know life is changing. And I know that if I have problems with changes I have problems with the way how life works. But that’s not true. And it sounds like that. I’m just having a stressing time. It will get better. And it’s a bit crazy how I act now but I just feel like it. And like I told you in my last post, a life without craziness is boring. So yeah, thanks for reading this crazy post. Bye and please comment

Am I normal yet

Dear Readers,

I have much stuff going on right now so as you probably already know, I don’t have much time for my blog and for reading right now. But here’s a new review for you so just enjoy and have fun.

Am I normal Yet? is a non-fiction book for young adults. I really recommend this book because it shows what people think somehow. It’s about Evelyn “Evie” Carter. Everything she wants to be is normal. She is 16, almost off her meds and a few steps away from being “normal”. A new college, new friends and the first love experiences. But it’s difficult sometimes because Evie has OCD Obsessive compulsive disorder. Which means she has to wash her hands very often, she is scared of many things and she is sometimes scared of even leaving the house. But it’s going better. And she doesn’t take bad thoughts as a warning that it’s coming back. She is worried that if she tells her friends they won’t like her anymore. Her friends Amber and Lottie are really good friends and they laugh with her, they care about her, they are there for her. But she can’t think that they will still like her though. How can they help her when they don’t know. But if that was the only problem. Evie wants to get a boyfriend. What if he’ll think she’s crazy or mental. But this is the point. All she does is pretending, that everything is fine. But it isn’t. And her thoughts are a total mess. They tell her things that aren’t good for her. They tell her to wash her hands again after she washed them. So Evie tries to concentrate on other things. And it’s hard. She tells the reader what is annoying her. That so many people don’t get it. They just don’t get it. And this book is so sensitising in the way that it tells people to get it. And that there’s no normal. And it’s true I mean come on guys is anybody here who’s normal. Anybody? And the question what is even normal? Is there even a normal? I don’t think so. And if you judge people for just being who they are you’re mean. Not talking to anyone in particular. This hurts people. Everyone is different. And everyone is unique. So take people as they are and don’t think they’re crazy. Anyway without craziness it’s boring. Thank you for reading this post. I really tell you read that book and you’ll understand. It’s like life is. Read the book and see the things from a different perspective. Have a nice day or night or whatever. Bye
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